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               Location: A small island. Two scenes near the sea; one scene
               in a house.

               Time: Late summer.

               Characters:

               Martin: Mid to late-twenties.

               Kay: Martin's ex-girlfriend. Same age as Martin.

               Alison: Martin's ex-wife. Two years older than Martin.

               Patrick: A fisherman's son, and van driver. A year younger
               than Martin.



               ACT ONE

               A bench overlooking a beach on a wild bit of coast.

                                   KAY
                         You couldn't pick a bleaker season to
                         leave.

                                   MARTIN
                         What are you trying to say?

                                   KAY
                         You can hear what I'm saying. The sea is
                         not that loud.

                                   MARTIN
                         You're saying I should stay?

                                   KAY
                         I'm saying that you're running away, that
                         you'll leave me here to face things until
                         you decide to come back.
                             (pause)
                         Are you ever coming back?

                                   MARTIN
                         I don't... I don't know.

                                   KAY
                         What are your intentions?

                                   MARTIN
                         What do you mean?

                                   KAY
                         Why do you keep asking me what I mean?
                         I'm speaking English aren't I? These
                         sounds I make fit in your ears like keys
                         in a lock, but they don't unlock sense in
                         you. I mean, the thought processes you
                         went through in your head to make you go.

                                   MARTIN
                         You know why I have to leave.

                                   KAY
                         Tell me.

                                   MARTIN
                         The situation has become impossible.
                         Everything. I feel like... I feel like
                         I'm being crushed. Like that time we went
                         into the caves together - you remember.

                                   KAY
                         Why do you confuse everything and mix it
                         up? That's why you leap from rock to rock
                         to the wrong conclusions. Keep them in
                         separate boxes, and judge each one in
                         turn. Don't confuse your panic in the
                         cave when the tide came in with your
                         situation now. Those are two different
                         things.

                                   MARTIN
                         It's the same feeling.

                                   KAY
                         You feel trapped, you mean?

                                   MARTIN
                         It's the same feeling. I'm sitting on a
                         ledge at the back of the cave and the
                         tide is coming higher, the black water is
                         almost at my feet and I have no idea if
                         it's going to stop before I drown.

                                   KAY
                         Martin, you have too much imagination.
                         You see symbols in everything. I wish you
                         could... I wish you could just stick to
                         the facts.

                                   MARTIN
                         I've thought it all through and there's
                         no going back.

                                   KAY
                         You've thought through all your friends,
                         your family, your children? You've
                         thought them through so you can live
                         without them.

                                   MARTIN
                         I will if I have to.

                                   KAY
                         Why do that to yourself? Why put yourself
                         through all that suffering, just because
                         you can't face up to your problems?

                                   MARTIN
                         There's no solution to them, you can see
                         that. She'll blame me forever and make me
                         pay for leaving her. I can't even see my
                         own children without asking her. What
                         future do I have?

                                   KAY
                         You could have had a future with me.

                                   MARTIN
                         It didn't work out. I left her for you
                         and it didn't work out. Why do you even
                         care about me?

                                   KAY
                         Because I loved you, I still care.
                         Because I still do, I don't want to see
                         you throw your life away.

                                   MARTIN
                         What is there to throw? It's pathetic.
                         I'm pathetic. I've failed at everything
                         I've tried.

                                   KAY
                         I don't want you to go.

                                   MARTIN
                         But you can't help me either.

                                   KAY
                         I can talk to you.

                                   MARTIN
                             (snorts)
                         Talk!

                                   KAY
                         Everybody cares about you.

                                   MARTIN
                         Do they? Why do I feel like this then?

                                   KAY
                         You think too much. You don't need to
                         think about your situation. All you need
                         is attitude to see you through. You need
                         to be defiant.

                                   MARTIN
                         How can I be defiant on my own? I'm all
                         on my own and no-one can help me. That's
                         why I'm leaving. At least then I'll be
                         really on my own instead of struggling
                         with the illusion of community, as if
                         anyone can save me from my...

                                   KAY
                         Don't say that. There's no such thing.
                         You make your own.

                                   MARTIN
                         Remember that teacher we had in the
                         second year, the R.E. one, with the hairy
                         arms and bushy eyebrows.

                                   KAY
                         Mr Rockintain.

                                   MARTIN
                         Mr Rockintain, who used to sit the
                         prettiest girls at the front and lean his
                         arms on their desk while describing the
                         fertility rites of the Assyrians.

                                   KAY
                         And whenever the girls discussed their
                         homework he put his arm around their
                         shoulders with a firm, fatherly grip.

                                   MARTIN
                         Mr Rockintain from Bloemfontaine. Was he
                         from Bloemfontaine, Mr Rockintain?

                                   KAY
                         He was South African.

                                   MARTIN
                         He used to say you judge a tree by its
                         fruits. And the diseased bush brings
                         forth sour berries.

                                   KAY
                         He was full of bullshit.

                                   MARTIN
                         No he wasn't - look at me. My life is a
                         result of the chaos inside me. I've
                         willed it, I've produced it, it's the
                         fruit of my character. I've upset
                         everyone.

                                   KAY
                         No you haven't. People like you.

                                   MARTIN
                         Do they? You left me.

                                   KAY
                         You know what happened.

                                   MARTIN
                         You found someone else, someone less
                         'difficult'.

                                   KAY
                         That's not true. I waited three months
                         after leaving you before I even went out
                         at night. I stayed in my room and didn't
                         speak to anyone. Do you think I don't
                         care?

                                   MARTIN
                         I don't know what you think.

                                   KAY
                         I'm always saying it. Maybe you don't
                         listen.

                                   MARTIN
                         What I heard is that you've found someone
                         else, but I'm still on my own. I left her
                         for you.

                                   KAY
                         You would have left her anyway - you told
                         me that. You hadn't been getting on for
                         years, it was all over, is what you said.
                         Listen!

                                   MARTIN
                         What?

                                   KAY
                         Just listen!
                             (long pause)
                         You can hear the waves exploding inside
                         the caves. It's a spring tide. Look
                         around you. How can you leave all this
                         beauty to go and work on a dirty ship as
                         an engineer, surrounded by boring men who
                         speak only about football and women? Is
                         that what you want?

                                   MARTIN
                         It's an escape.

                                   KAY
                         And meanwhile, will you think of me back
                         here?

                                   MARTIN
                         You'll be with him. I'll exclude you from
                         my thoughts. I can put everyone out of my
                         mind.

                                   KAY
                         Including your children?

                                   MARTIN
                         I'll write to them. I'll sit in my cabin
                         with the porthole open as we sail past
                         the Andabar coast, the uninhabited
                         beaches and coconut forests present in
                         the corner of my vision. Every week I'll
                         write them long letters which I'll post
                         from exotic cities and over the years
                         they can build up a picture of what it's
                         like.

                                   KAY
                         What what is like?

                                   MARTIN
                         My life.

                                   KAY
                         You won't have a life. You'll just have
                         series of places you reside. That's not a
                         life. You need people who know you in
                         order to have a life.

               Long pause.

                                   MARTIN
                         So, you're happy with him then?

                                   KAY
                         I don't think like that. I haven't
                         noticed any discord.

                                   MARTIN
                         I still dream about you. Why is that?

                                   KAY
                         We've known each other so long.

                                   MARTIN
                         Maybe we should have gone out together
                         before. Maybe I should have married you
                         instead of her and you could have had my
                         children.

                                   KAY
                         Our children. You make it sound so
                         archaic and patriarchal. It's not like
                         that any more.

                                   MARTIN
                         I know, but sometimes if you say it like
                         it was, it's reassuring.

                                   KAY
                         No it isn't. It just creates a big sense
                         of loss. You need to get used to the way
                         things are, until they change. Anyway, if
                         we'd done that, it would have been us
                         that had got divorced instead of you and
                         her.

                                   MARTIN
                         But then I would've known you.

                                   KAY
                         Would you?
                             (long pause)
                         I want to go down to the water and walk
                         along the beach. Do you want to come?

                                   MARTIN
                         No, I'll wait here.

               Kay leaves the stage. After a second or two, Patrick enters.

                                   PATRICK
                         I was driving past and I saw you two
                         sitting here so I thought I'd stop and
                         talk to you. Where's she gone?

                                   MARTIN
                         For a walk.

                                   PATRICK
                         I thought you weren't going out together
                         any more.

                                   MARTIN
                         We're not.

                                   PATRICK
                         I thought not. She's got some other bloke
                         though, hasn't she?

                                   MARTIN
                         Has she?

                                   PATRICK
                         Don't tell me she didn't tell you.

                                   MARTIN
                         Why should she tell me?

                                   PATRICK
                         Everyone at work knows.

                                   MARTIN
                         I'm not at work.

                                   PATRICK
                         Why aren't you?

                                   MARTIN
                         I've resigned.

                                   PATRICK
                         No you haven't.

                                   MARTIN
                         Yes I have. I'm leaving next Friday. I'm
                         just using up my holiday.

                                   PATRICK
                         You resigned from Finch's? You're mad. No
                         one ever resigns from Finch's. Where are
                         you going to work?

                                   MARTIN
                         I'm leaving.

                                   PATRICK
                         Leaving where?

                                   MARTIN
                         I'm leaving the island to work on a ship.
                         I'm training to be an engineer.

                                   PATRICK
                         Rubbish.

                                   MARTIN
                         It's true.

                                   PATRICK
                         You don't know anything about
                         engineering. You're winding me up.

                                   MARTIN
                         Why would I do that?

                                   PATRICK
                         Because you know me - everyone winds me
                         up.

                                   MARTIN
                         Honestly.

                                   PATRICK
                         You had a really good job there. You
                         would have been head of department in ten
                         years, if you'd stayed.

                                   MARTIN
                         I can't be a pen pusher forever.

                                   PATRICK
                         Well, they might take you back, if you're
                         lucky.

                                   MARTIN
                         I'm not coming back.

                                   PATRICK
                         Of course you are. No-one goes away
                         forever. They all come back sooner or
                         later. It's like a magnet, this rock. My
                         dad said an islander can never be happy
                         anywhere else.

                                   MARTIN
                         Your dad wasn't happy here.

                                   PATRICK
                         He enjoyed his fishing.

                                   MARTIN
                         What are you doing out here anyway?

                                   PATRICK
                         Deliveries. I had to do a drop at the far
                         end of the bay and I thought, 'I know
                         what - I'll pull off the road and take my
                         lunch down there.' Watch the waves, like.
                         It's spring tide tonight. It'll be coming
                         up over the harbour walls.
                             (looking at his
                              sandwiches)
                         Cheese and tomato. My mother always makes
                         me cheese and tomato unless I tell her.
                         It's a perfect mixture mind you. So when
                         are you going then?
                             (no answer)
                         In a couple of weeks I suppose. Which
                         line?

                                   MARTIN
                         AV Maritime.

                                   PATRICK
                         The old AV line, eh. Zanzibar, Kerala,
                         Djibouti, Singapore, Hong Kong, Adelaide.
                         Good money?
                             (no reply)
                         Probably. My grandpa was at sea. That's
                         how he bought that house at St Martin's.
                         You know the one, the big one at the top
                         of the hill, with the pigeon loft. He
                         built that himself. Not the house, just
                         the pigeon loft. She'll miss you, I
                         suppose. Even though she's with someone
                         else. Mind you, it's all different now.

                                   MARTIN
                         What do you mean?

                                   PATRICK
                         Too much cheap labour. Russians,
                         Filipinos, Indians. You're competing with
                         Indians, you know? They think that ten
                         thousand a year is a good rate, and they
                         put up with worse conditions. You'll
                         probably be working next to them. Good
                         food though.
                             (pause)
                         Could be lonely, if you don't speak their
                         language and you're all alone in your
                         cabin. You'll miss your children. I
                         would.

                                   MARTIN
                         You don't have any.

                                   PATRICK
                         If I did, I would.
                             (pause)
                         Hind-u-stani.
                             (pause)
                         I'll never leave the island. I'd pine
                         away, like that dolphin they kept in the
                         tank. Sickened and died it did but they
                         could find nothing wrong with it. Stands
                         to reason - you take something from its
                         natural environment, it can't survive.

                                   MARTIN
                         Human beings are different. They roam the
                         globe and always have done. We have
                         migration in our souls.

                                   PATRICK
                         Only if they have to, if something forces
                         them out.
                             (pause)
                         If something forces them out.

                                   MARTIN
                         What?

                                   PATRICK
                         You know, some kind of pressure. Dyou
                         want a sandwich?
                             (no reply)
                         I don't think you should go. You'll upset
                         the balance of the island and someone
                         will have to take your place.
                             (seeing Kay)
                         Oop, here she comes.

               Kay re-enters.

                                   KAY
                         Hi, Patrick. How are you?

                                   PATRICK
                         Fine. Did you see the lifeboat coming
                         back?

                                   KAY
                         No. The surf's about ten feet high. You
                         can hardly see past it.

                                   PATRICK
                         Some tourist got trapped on the rocks and
                         when the tide came in, he started
                         climbing up the cliff. The lifeboat
                         couldn't get to him and they had to pluck
                         him off with the helicopter.

                                   KAY
                         Was he okay?

                                   PATRICK
                         Suffering from shock. His fingers were
                         locked to the rock. They had to peel him
                         off, apparently. Balanced there with his
                         eyes shut, crying he was, saying, "God
                         save me, God save me". It's amazing how
                         things can change so quickly when you're
                         near the sea. One minute everything is
                         safe and calm, the next you're in mortal
                         danger. Why aren't you at work?

                                   KAY
                         I took the morning off. I'll be in this
                         afternoon.

                                   PATRICK
                         I wouldn't bother if I were you. The
                         place is crawling with auditors. They've
                         taken up all the spare desks, including
                         yours.

                                   KAY
                             (concerned)
                         Why are the auditors in? We're only three
                         months into the financial year.

                                   PATRICK
                         I don't know. I'm just a van driver. All
                         I know is that everyone in Accounts is
                         going around with a poker face whispering
                         to each other. No-one will tell me
                         anything. Well, I'd better be getting
                         back. I'll see you later then.
                             (to Martin)
                         I hope to see you before you go. Are you
                         having a leaving do at work?

                                   MARTIN
                         I'm not arranging it. I doubt anyone else
                         will.

                                   PATRICK
                         You're a funny bugger, aren't you. Why
                         don't you get on with people?

                                   MARTIN
                         Which people?

                                   PATRICK
                         People at work. People like me.

                                   MARTIN
                         I get on with you, don't I? We've never
                         had an argument.

                                   PATRICK
                         I mean you should be smoother, so's you
                         don't antagonize people. You'll find it
                         hard on board a ship unless you change
                         your attitude. They'll bollock you.
                         Squeeze your bollocks until you scream.
                         They do that to all the new engineers.
                         Grease the little monkeys. That'll smooth
                         you out a bit. Anyway, I'm really going
                         now. Bye.

               Patrick leaves.

                                   KAY
                         What's all that about?

                                   MARTIN
                         He's almost a simpleton. That's why he
                         only drives a van.

                                   KAY
                         No, about the auditors. Do you think they
                         know?

                                   MARTIN
                         Nah. That was last year. The books were
                         signed off. They would have discovered it
                         then, not now.

                                   KAY
                         But when I borrowed the money to cover up
                         for you, I took it from the Mayhew
                         account, which is a deferred account
                         that's only balanced every two years.
                         What if someone's noticed now?

                                   MARTIN
                         Don't worry about it. It's probably
                         something else, nothing to do with us.

                                   KAY
                         Is that why you resigned, before they
                         found out?

                                   MARTIN
                         No. I'd forgotten all about it.

                                   KAY
                         Promise me you haven't taken any more.

                                   MARTIN
                         I haven't, honest.

                                   KAY
                         You promise.

                                   MARTIN
                         Yes. You know the situation I was in last
                         year. I did something stupid that's all.
                         They'll never know.

                                   KAY
                         They could still find out. I'm going to
                         go back and find out what's happening.
                         What are you doing?

                                   MARTIN
                         I'm going to say goodbye to my children.

                                   KAY
                         You're not going anywhere yet are you?
                         Martin, you're staying till next week.
                         Don't go without saying goodbye to me. I
                         want to... Come here.

               She holds him tight.

                                   KAY (cont'd)
                         I'm worried about you.

                                   MARTIN
                         You don't have to be. I'll be okay.

                                   KAY
                         What if they have found out? I'm in the
                         wrong too, for covering up for you.

                                   MARTIN
                         I never asked you to.

               She pushes him away.

                                   KAY
                         I know you never asked me to. That's not
                         the point. Don't you care what happens to
                         me? We could both go to jail for this. At
                         the least, I'll have to leave the island
                         or I'll never work again.

                                   MARTIN
                         I'll offer to pay them back and I'll tell
                         them I made you do it. I forced you.

                                   KAY
                         I'll still lose my job. What can I do on
                         an island this size with a ruined
                         reputation? I'll have to go away. Oh my
                         god, oh my god, what a mess.

                                   MARTIN
                         Just go into work as normal and find out
                         what's happening. I'll ring you after
                         five o'clock.



               ACT TWO

               Martin is at the house of his ex-wife, Alison. She's sat at a
               table, tapping her fingers irritatedly.

                                   ALISON
                         Get out.

                                   MARTIN
                         I want to see my children.

                                   ALISON
                         They're not here. Now get out.

                                   MARTIN
                         Where are they?

                                   ALISON
                         They're somewhere else and you can't see
                         them.

                                   MARTIN
                         I have a right to see them.

                                   ALISON
                         No you don't. You deprived yourself of
                         that right when you stopped paying
                         maintenance.

                                   MARTIN
                         How much did I pay you last year?

                                   ALISON
                         That was last year. You haven't paid me
                         anything for the last three months. How
                         do you think I'm surviving?

                                   MARTIN
                         It doesn't stop me being their father.

                                   ALISON
                         Doesn't it? We'll see about that.

               Martin starts walking further into the house to look for the
               children.

                                   MARTIN
                         Are they upstairs.

               Alison jumps up and stands in front of him.

                                   ALISON
                         Don't you go in there. Get out of my
                         house.

                                   MARTIN
                         It's still my house, you know. I pay for
                         it.

                                   ALISON
                         No you don't - that's just the point. You
                         walked out on your children and now
                         you've stopped supporting them. You have
                         no rights. You're no longer a father to
                         them.

                                   MARTIN
                         What have you told them?

                                   ALISON
                         I don't have to tell them anything. They
                         can work things out for themselves.

                                   MARTIN
                         They're only young. You're poisoning
                         their minds against me. When they're
                         older, they'll discover the truth.

                                   ALISON
                         They know it already. The truth is that
                         you're not here. You abandoned them to go
                         and live with someone else. Your actions
                         speak for themselves.

                                   MARTIN
                         Oh, and you speak for me, do you, to
                         them? You tell them what you want them to
                         hear?

                                   ALISON
                         I don't talk about her. What do I want to
                         talk about her for?

                                   MARTIN
                         I don't mean her, I mean me. You tell
                         them what you like about me but you leave
                         out the truth, which is that I left
                         because we were both unhappy. Not just me
                         - you as well.

                                   ALISON
                         I didn't want you to go.

                                   MARTIN
                         Of course you didn't. I just came back
                         one day and my bags happened to be packed
                         and waiting by the door.

                                   ALISON
                         Well, I found out about her. But it was a
                         mistake. I was jealous and betrayed but I
                         regretted it later.
                         I would have told you but you were
                         already with her - that, thing. I suppose
                         that she's pleased with herself, taking
                         you away from me?

                                   MARTIN
                         It was nothing to do with her. She didn't
                         even know about you at the start. Anyway,
                         we split up a month ago so that doesn't
                         matter anymore.

                                   ALISON
                         You split up? You're lying.

                                   MARTIN
                         I'm not. She's got someone else.

                                   ALISON
                         So who are you with now?

                                   MARTIN
                         No-one. I'm on my own.

                                   ALISON
                             (sarcastically)
                         What happened? Wouldn't she take you like
                         a man?

                                   MARTIN
                         I was too 'difficult' for her.

                                   ALISON
                             (softening)
                         Really? So do you believe me now?

                                   MARTIN
                         I never said I didn't. I had my own
                         issues, with you.

                                   ALISON
                         We could have got over those. We could
                         still get over them.

                                   MARTIN
                         It's too late. You can't go back. You can
                         only go forwards.

                                   ALISON
                         No, there isn't... there isn't any back
                         and forwards. There's only what we want
                         to do, and I want you to come back and
                         try again. This is where you should be,
                         with your family, not off on your own,
                         wading through a sea of strangers. Here,
                         with me and the kids. Martin - come back.

                                   MARTIN
                         I can't. I've made up my mind. I'm going
                         away, aboard ship. I've got a job at sea,
                         training as an engineer. Everything opens
                         up. It's a new life for me, somewhere I
                         can start again without repeating my
                         mistakes.

                                   ALISON
                         That's not what you want. I know what you
                         want, and it's not that. I even know what
                         you like. She doesn't.

                                   MARTIN
                         I've told them 'yes' and the date is
                         planned. I leave in two weeks.

                                   ALISON
                         Cancel it.

                                   MARTIN
                         I've left my job.

                                   ALISON
                         They'll take you back.

                                   MARTIN
                         I've told all my friends and family.

                                   ALISON
                         They'll understand.

                                   MARTIN
                         I'll look a fool.

                                   ALISON
                         It's better to look a fool than be one.
                             (physical persuasion)
                         Think about it, Martin. I've missed you
                         so much. I haven't been able to tell you
                         because I was angry with you, but I think
                         about you every day, remembering the
                         times we spent together, the days on the
                         beach with the children. Do you remember,
                         chasing them on the sands and into the
                         water, swimming with them on your back,
                         building sandcastles and breaking them
                         down? Do you remember the bedtime stories
                         and the morning games, the fun and
                         laughter? It could be like that again,
                         but even better this time because you'll
                         know what you've got since you lost it.
                         We've got the opportunity now to make
                         another go of it. Don't ruin it by
                         running off in pursuit of some stupid
                         dream that can't come true.

                                   MARTIN
                         Get off of me. Let me think.

               A knock at the door. They don't answer it. Patrick calls out
               "Martin, Martin!"

                                   ALISON
                         Who's that?

                                   MARTIN
                         It sounds like Patrick, from work. Come
                         in, Patrick.

               Patrick comes in, excited.

                                   PATRICK
                         Oh, hi, Alison.

                                   ALISON
                         What's wrong?

                                   PATRICK
                         I need to talk to Martin.

                                   ALISON
                         He's there.

                                   PATRICK
                             (hesitant)
                         Yeah, I think... I need to talk to him
                         alone.

                                   MARTIN
                         It's okay.

                                   PATRICK
                             (still hesitant)
                         It's about Kay... She sent me.

                                   ALISON
                         Oh yeah - I thought you'd finished with
                         her.

                                   MARTIN
                         I still work with her.
                             (to Patrick)
                         What's up?

                                   PATRICK
                         The police are there, at work. They're
                         talking to her in Finchie's office.
                         Something to do with the auditors.

                                   MARTIN
                         Did you speak to her?

                                   PATRICK
                         Just before they took her in. She said to
                         tell you that the police knew and that
                         you were to get away. What does she mean?
                         Are you in trouble?

                                   MARTIN
                         Maybe. I need to get off the island. What
                         time is the last ferry?

                                   PATRICK
                         Five o'clock. But if the police are
                         looking for you, they'll be watching the
                         docks.

                                   ALISON
                         What have you done, Martin?

                                   MARTIN
                         Nothing. It doesn't matter.

                                   ALISON
                         What, the police are looking for you and
                         it doesn't matter? What has she got you
                         into?

                                   MARTIN
                         She didn't get me into anything. She
                         tried to cover up for me.

                                   ALISON
                         Cover up what?

                                   MARTIN
                         I stole some money, last year, when we
                         were sorting out the divorce. It wasn't
                         much - a few hundred here and there. I
                         intended to put it back but I never could
                         afford it. Kay found out and managed to
                         hide it.

                                   ALISON
                         Oh, Martin, you stupid, stupid idiot. Why
                         did you do that?

                                   MARTIN
                         I did it for you and the children, didn't
                         I! So that at least you could have a
                         life. I didn't want to see them go
                         without.

                                   ALISON
                         Now what will happen?

                                   PATRICK
                         He'll go to prison, probably.

                                   MARTIN
                         Thanks, Patrick. No I won't. I'll explain
                         to them and pay it back.

                                   ALISON
                         You'll never work again.

                                   MARTIN
                         I'm going away. I'll get away and then
                         write to them. I'll send them the money
                         and explain. I just need to get off the
                         island. I need a boat.

                                   PATRICK
                         You've never handled a boat. The currents
                         and reefs are treachorous round here:
                         Devil's Deep, Dead Man's gulley, the
                         Savage Sands, the Black End Monkeys, the
                         Laughing Buddhas...

                                   MARTIN
                         Okay, okay. You take me then.

                                   PATRICK
                         I don't have a boat.

                                   MARTIN
                         Your uncle does though. I've seen him at
                         dawn, motoring out into the bay to lay
                         his lobster pots. You could borrow it
                         this evening and take me to the mainland.
                         You'd be back by the morning.

                                   PATRICK
                         I'd be worse than you, helping you to get
                         away.

                                   MARTIN
                         I don't know that I'm wanted yet, do I?
                         You just say I asked you to take me to
                         the mainland but I didn't tell you why.

                                   PATRICK
                         Ah, but you did. And then that lie would
                         stick in my craw like a hook and I
                         wouldn't speak straight when they asked
                         me.

                                   MARTIN
                         You'd help a friend, wouldn't you? We
                         were at school together, remember?

                                   PATRICK
                         Ricky, Roland, Robert, in the middle of
                         the field playing flick-knife down.

                                   MARTIN
                         I stopped them braining you, the time you
                         dribbled and wept.

                                   PATRICK
                         And then you let me join the gang. For a
                         week.

                                   MARTIN
                         That's right. And now you won't let me be
                         arrested will you? A dash across the
                         waves, you and me, heading out to sea,
                         the bow proudly chesting the insolent
                         waves, defying the skin-stinging spray.

                                   PATRICK
                         Navigating the old whale-road, past Dead
                         Man's gulley to the other side. I've
                         never been to the mainland.

                                   MARTIN
                         You'd love it there, where everything is
                         bigger - the streets, the bars...the
                         women. Fancy that? We'd go ashore and
                         swagger round, for a day or two, spend
                         our money on beer and women and then I'd
                         go to sea and you'd come back.

                                   PATRICK
                         What if they ask me?

                                   MARTIN
                         You're different then. You'll wear the
                         mainland mark, the mark of Cain. You tell
                         them straight that I asked you to take me
                         and you took. No questions asked.

                                   PATRICK
                         And nothing answered. I'll fetch the boat
                         and collect you from the cliffs.

                                   MARTIN
                         That's too visible, down there on the
                         rocks, exposed like a hermit crab between
                         two shells.

                                   PATRICK
                         Hide inside the caves where the crevice
                         is deep. At high tide I'll navigate the
                         gulley and pluck you off, nudge the bow
                         against the ledge and on you leap, then
                         full astern into deeper water. You see
                         how I handle it.

                                   MARTIN
                         Don't wait till high. Come before,
                         sooner, no later than seven. You get my
                         drift?

                                   PATRICK
                         Trust me.

                                   MARTIN
                         You get my drift?

                                   PATRICK
                         I get it. Generations of Cabots have
                         filled my veins. They won't let you down.

                                   MARTIN
                         Go on then, be your father's son.

               Patrick leaves.

                                   ALISON
                         You can't do this. Stay here and face up
                         to things.

                                   MARTIN
                         It's the face of things that offends me.



               ACT THREE

               A high dune overlooking the bay.

               Alison is looking out to sea and Kay walks up behind her.

                                   KAY
                         Where's Martin?

                                   ALISON
                         Thank you.

                                   KAY
                         Where?

                                   ALISON
                         For everything.

                                   KAY
                         I can't see him.

                                   ALISON
                         Without you, none of this...

                                   KAY
                         Am I too late?

                                   ALISON
                         ... would have happened.

                                   KAY
                         You can talk to me, you know.

                                   ALISON
                         Why should I?

                                   KAY
                         I knew him before you. It's me he dreams
                         about.

                                   ALISON
                         But I have his past. His memories out
                         weigh his dreams.

                                   KAY
                         Tell me where he is.

                                   ALISON
                         He's hiding in the caves until the tide
                         is high and then he's not coming back.

                                   KAY
                         No-one ever leaves this island without
                         coming back. There's time to stop him.

                                   ALISON
                         Stop him? So you can be in prison
                         together? It's better that you let him go
                         to where he can just condemn himself than
                         let him stay and be condemned by others.

                                   KAY
                         He won't be condemned. I smoothed it
                         over.

                                   ALISON
                         How smooth?

                                   KAY
                         As smooth as silence. As smooth as
                         enmity.

                                   ALISON
                         Silence isn't smooth. You lied for him?

                                   KAY
                         I took the blame. They think it's me.
                         He's innocent, now he's in the cave. It's
                         not too late to bring him back to light.
                         I'm going down.

                                   ALISON
                         Don't go down. The tide's too high. Wait
                         for Patrick to pick him up and then we'll
                         wave him in.

                                   KAY
                         I'm not waiting for Patrick. If you loved
                         him, you'd do the same, wouldn't you?

                                   ALISON
                         Would I? Or would I wait at home for the
                         lifeboat siren to call the volunteers
                         from their dinners and runts, or watch
                         from a headland as the lifeboat churns
                         the waves like butter and is lost behind
                         a mountain of man-choking foam? What
                         would I do?

                                   KAY
                         You'd do the easiest, which is why he
                         left you. You'd even take him back. I'll
                         get to him first and tell him he's safe.

                                   ALISON
                         You'd be lying. He isn't safe. He's never
                         been safe. None of us has.

                                   KAY
                         I'm still going, while the cave's mouth
                         is open.

               Kay leaves.

               Patrick enters.

                                   PATRICK
                         It's a good spring tide. It'll be coming
                         up over the harbour walls by now.

                                   ALISON
                         Patrick! Why aren't you out there in your
                         uncle's boat, picking him up?

                                   PATRICK
                         I couldn't do it.

                                   ALISON
                         You made him a promise.

                                   PATRICK
                         It didn't seem right somehow.

                                   ALISON
                         Now he's down there on his own, in the
                         cave with the tide coming up.

                                   PATRICK
                         To make a journey based on a lie.

                                   ALISON
                         Look, she's trying to get to him but
                         there's huge surf breaking over the
                         rocks.

                                   PATRICK
                         Everyone goes on about the mainland but
                         you won't find me going there.

                                   ALISON
                         Are you going to help her?

                                   PATRICK
                             (sarcastically)
                         Everything's bigger. The streets, the
                         bars, the women. Even the small things
                         are big over there.

                                   ALISON
                         She's going to be washed off the rocks.
                         I'm going to help her. Are you coming?

                                   PATRICK
                         You go. I'll keep lookout for the
                         lifeboat.

                                   ALISON
                         You coward! Kay! Hold on, I'm coming.

               Alison leaves.

                                   PATRICK
                         When the wind rages here, it's like a
                         fortress, the man-defying cliffs plunging
                         down to an older time. So many lives have
                         been lost on this island, the ones who
                         drowned as they tried to get away; the
                         ones who were subject to a slow decay.
                         They hear stories about the mainland and
                         it makes their hearts beat fast to think
                         there is another world just across the
                         water. In full summer, from the high
                         cliffs, you can see its bone-white
                         beaches shimmering through the haze of
                         the mackerel-sparkling sea. The tiny
                         people on its shores lead bigger lives
                         than us; it makes you dizzy to think how
                         happy they must be, and how it would be
                         so easy to get there, if you could step
                         from the cliffs of Calentura and walk
                         across the seeming-solid sea.
                             (pause)
                         But no-one ever does. No-one ever does.
                             (pause)
                         You see down there? There are three more
                         lives the waves have taken.

                                         THE END
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